So close, but yet, so far

The middle finger on my left hurts! But I continue blogging because I am seeking for a space to voice out my feelings. I am very worried about my laptop. I am afraid that one of it's hard disc was missing. And, it's performance is so slow. I am afraid that I'm going to lose it again. 

Wow, now I realized how important it is to me! T_T    It's not acting right. The exact same body but different soul.

I am typing on my laptop's keyboard now. But it's not the same. My laptop is smart and it knows what I want. I can estimate my laptop's speed, performance once, but no more. 

I'm going to restart it and start downloading the softwares again.