Saturday 12 May 2012

Expectation

Will there be a the word I hate the most? Since May 10th's theme is A Favourite Word. What about the word I hate most? Right now, I don't like the word Expectation.

Someone somewhere will expect something from me. why? Why? WHY?

I live my life. So why even bother about my life? Just go and concentrate living your own life.
People will expect me to:

  1. not be mad
  2. score well in exam
  3. score badly in exam
  4. do anything they ask
  5. say Yes to everything
  6. study everyday
  7. waste lots of money
  8. exercise everyday
  9. practice piano
  10. use branded stuff
  11. behave in front of people
  12. talk more
  13. give responds to every single question
  14. save money
  15. be a bitch
  16. reply every single message
  17. read books
  18. be nice to people
  19. ace in everything that I'm doing
  20. be smart
  21. follow the rules
  22. don't play computer games
  23. act like a girl
  24. be sociable
  25. know that I can't do MBBS course
  26. be a teacher
  27. not be weird
  28. be in a good mood 24/7
  29. think
  30. be a nerd
  31. disown a life
  32. be pathetic
  33. feel hopeless in my life
  34. study like a freak to make he/she/them proud
  35. bring the honor to the family (Mulan meh?)
  36. be super excited on Skype
  37. bathe 
  38. attend every single event
  39. be attentive to class
  40. not to yawn in class
  41. be vegetarian
  42. eat more meat
  43. go to pub?
  44. dress up wherever I go
  45. look descent
  46. fail in my exam
  47. be a bad kid
  48. disrespect my parents
  49. not going to temple
  50. not be so kind
  51. stop being nice
  52. be an evil bitch
  53. be not so childish
  54. be a realist
  55. not be a racist
  56. be a typical Chinese
  57. hang out with Chinese
  58. speak Mandarin
  59. write Chinese
  60. speak Cantonese
  61. be knowledgeable
  62. cook
  63. draw
  64. dance
  65. write
  66. eat a lot
  67. eat very little
  68. not be fat
  69. be more chubby
  70. have long hair
  71. not dye my hair
  72. but my hair short
  73. shave my head bald (what I want)
  74. have fun
  75. watch Korean drama
  76. watch Shane Dawson
  77. watch Grey's Anatomy 
  78. watch Hong Kong drama
  79. watch Taiwanese drama
  80. watch more Western movie
  81. like what they like
  82. support them in what they like
  83. respond to their obsess
  84. be a responsible student
  85. memorize stuff
  86. score well
  87. not have so much fun
  88. be serious
  89. not be a freak
  90. be less weird
  91. be more friendly
  92. smile more often
  93. say no to frowning
  94. remind them things
  95. help them to do something
  96. accompany them
  97. go to their room
  98. talk to them
  99. share stories with them
  100. be friend with them
  101. be normal
  102. be a good doctor
  103. not fooling around
  104. not waste time
  105. be a nun (me)
  106. buy them gifts
  107. go to class on time
  108. get 100% attendance
  109. not pass in exam
  110. be sad
  111. be emotional
  112. chat with them all the time
  113. be happy no matter what
  114. love the Mother Earth
  115. be punctual
  116. sleep less
  117. read more
  118. read newspaper
  119. know more about what's happening around the world
  120. not go online
  121. stay away from my phone
  122. like Justin Bieber (I don't like him)
  123. like Gabriella (I prefer Sharpay in HSM)
  124. sing
  125. perform
  126. be hygienic
  127. listen to them
  128. obey them
Alright, that's all! =D
FYI, the above list is nothing personal. I'm just saying. 
There's always evil people around us. Those people that wish us having all the best things we could. And there's those that envy our achievement and hope that we live a miserable life. 

But very gratefully, people around me is 90% positive and they are surrounding me, making my life so much better. The remaining 10%, I just need to deal with them once a year. So I'm fine. =)


And for those lecturer that expect me to study and answer every single questions, please don't have your hope up high. I am the laziest student. The 2nd last thing I hate to read is Textbooks.

Sincerely,
Mine


2 comments:

Unknown said...

yup..it is there..watch Gray's Anatomy.. I always rite with memory

Unknown said...

Oh yea, you are right. Great.